Extras.

Those mental outpourings that need to be immortalized.

Great mid.

It was a great Wednesday yesterday. iMac early. Day with the parents. Hang out with the roommates And a great and steadfast heading towards my summer goals. Elite Physique.

And here we go.

The 1st day of a new outlook. The 1st day of a new plan. The 1st day.

Hinderance.

I seem to get in the way of the very obstacles that are getting in the way of me, from time to time. I seem to always exert all foreseeable brain power for the moment’s moment, causing that moment to never have a moment. I think a thought, then that thought gets thought out so much so that the thought was never even thought of in the first place. 

If I had a gift for drawing what’s on my mind in a very aesthetically pleasing way, I would clutter up a canvas with so much mind traffic that the wood support would start to splinter and eventually give in to the chaos and be destroyed. So then I guess, there never would be have been a painting at all? I don’t know.

I have an obsession with thinking. It’s a love/hate relationship between my own mind and I. I treat it with as much respect as I can, but it’s hard to commit sometimes when my mind is having a million affairs all at once. Honestly, one of the few things in existence that will never let me down is my music library. It lives the way I want it to live. It does everything I tell it to do. Most important of all, it’s there for me when I need it most. And the great thing is, it never gets old.

It’s a good thing I don’t “wear” my mind on my sleeve. 

Two in the AM.

A slumber time like before a 9 AM shift has it’s drawbacks. I’ve learned my lesson: start doing laundry with enough time to spare.
But what of anything and everything else? Well, my second week here in Irvine has reached it’s genesis, and I definitely feel a lot better than I did a week ago today. I don’t feel as scattered, or as uncomfortable. I guess all those droplets of advice were really true: time will make everything better. It’s made my job here at my new store better, it’s made made living at my new home better, and it’s made just my everyday mentalities better. I even finally started my workouts, and that’s been long desired. I have this amazing, but subtle excitement for what’s in store. It feels great.

Bike ride with an apple. Perfect weather for The Final View.

Arrived.

Now to set up my gaming zone. Aw yeh.

Well.

Here we go. ‘Bout 75% packed, with the determination of completeness soon after waking up in the morning. I can’t believe this day is finally here. Here’s to the new chapter.